I'm due for a midnight shift today. It's been only 3 days a week at TH now but I already feel grateful for just keeping things light while I recover from the anxiety that I've beenn feeling. I'm also very grateful for the room that I have and the gym membership and the fantastic library. A lot of beautiful exposure. I Ave been absorbed with books trying to understand my binge addiction to food that's really plagued me for such a long time. I think 20 years. I used it to cope with life alone and the stresses of being alone in this city. I am grateful that I have some peace and stability to regroup.